Sometimes
I can see her
Staring
Back in the mirror
Myself
Or at least how I want to be
I currently stand as a
Broken and pathetic
Pile of throwaway garbage
But no matter how
I still manage to come back to earth
And still see her
That'll be me
Whenever I decide
To go for it and say that's enough
I can't take it, this body is barely mine
It's just how others want to see me
I fear how I look to people near me
And I can't succeed in pleasing others
I don't wanna be a brother
I just want to be me
Sometimes
I can see her
Staring
Back in the mirror
Myself
Or at least how I want to be