Alissa Ferrari - all knees and elbows Lyrics

Well, I'd like to sleep next to you
And I'd ask you to stay
But my beds too small
And I'm afraid
And my room's far too messy to
Invite you in today
And I'm all knees and elbows, anyways
Yesterday came and went
And I didn't let you in
I know one day I'll surrender
But I can't imagine when
I'm hoping that you'll wait for me
To grow up and just ask
But I know it doesn't work like that
I saw you at the coffee shop
With someone else today
Don't know what I was expecting
But the feeling wasn't great
I'm not sure why I always stop
Myself from being brave
But I think some things never change
I had you at my fingertips
And let you slip right through
Now I lay awake at night
Pretending I'm awake with you
I've got a million reasons
To be alone again
But honestly the loneliness is spent