On a Grape Video (MV)

I don't wanna lose myself to my job
I don't wanna lose my newfound pride in my work, though
I laid out a new home
Of course, you're all coming
Don't you know it wouldn't be home without you?
It's the same old story, i'm still here

I pick me up
I get my confidence
I take my pill
I take in all of this
I make it real
I meet my providence
I can't fall apart
Anymore than this
You pick me up
You stitch me up
All of the pieces fit me, ugh
Like Klonopin, I need it
Like hug me, Mom, I need it
Why'd I gotta go see this for myself?
Why'd I gotta go see it for myself?
Why'd I gotta go see it?

Don't wanna lose myself to this drug
I don't wanna lose my body
A hug would be nice right now
I take the pills prescribed to me
You broke that seal, don't lie to me
I put all that behind of me
This is what's inside of me
This is our new life
This is our new life, baby would you like a

Pick me up
I got my confidence
I took my pill
I take in all of this
I make it real
I meet my providence
I can't fall apart
Anymore than this
You pick me up
You stitch me up
All of the pieces fit me, ugh
Like Klonopin, I need it
Like hug me, Mom, I need it
Why'd I gotta go see this for myself?
Why'd I gotta go see this for myself?
Why'd I gotta go see it?
Why'd I gotta go see it?