Alájay - Searchin' Lyrics

I want to thank God for the things he gave to me
All the blessings coming down, for me to see
I can't thank him enough for what he has done
Even with these L's, he got me feeling like I just won.
Came to MD when I was just seven
Twelve years to the future, living like I'm in heaven
Everything that I've been through, I was always attacked
But like a broken heart, I knew how to put it back
Had to man up, and just be me
Put glasses over the world, so they can finally see
Who I am and what I'm trying to work towards
A mil, a crib, a wife, and a few awards
I want to feed the people that fed me before
Cause I wanna make sure that I feed 'em nice, something more
Living life is useless if you not workin' for it
I can't go with my soul, if I'm still here searching for it

I been on the road, had struggles of my own
That's why I am here and I share you this song
Don't know what I been thinking
Grateful for what you bringing
I can tell that you been drinking
'Cause you looked at me and winking
Promise I would listen
Share me your opinion
You paint me as a villain
Got me in a tough position
The work behind the scenes, that was all me
And I got the same number, you can just call me

I been on the road, had struggles of my own
That's why I am here and I share you this song
Don't know what I been thinking
Grateful for what you bringing
I can tell that you been drinking
'Cause you looked at me and winking
Promise I would listen
Share me your opinion
You paint me as a villain
Got me in a tough position
The work behind the scenes, that was all me
And I got the same number, you can just call me

Where I'm from people dying like my hair blonde
My homie just got out on bond
I just talked to him
I said you can't keep living this life
Think about your daughter, think about your mom and your wife
He told me, if he could he would but he don't have a choice
And I felt the pain in the brother's voice
It's that sort of thing that keeps us trapped in the hood
But let me stop crying and pretend that everything's all good
Take a trip to Malibu with my lil' boo
Top down, two girls with me but I'm driving coupe
Stain took the ball and he threw the alley oop
Always living young, wild, and free like Wiz and Snoop
I don't do no cappin'
And I steer it like a captain
You do it for the clout, I do it 'cause it's my passion
I'm fly just like a dragon, book a show out in Manhattan
You stay on instagram searchin' for the perfect caption

I been on the road, had struggles of my own
That's why I am here and I share you this song
Don't know what I been thinking
Grateful for what you bringing
I can tell that you been drinking
'Cause you looked at me and winking
Promise I would listen
Share me your opinion
You paint me as a villain
Got me in a tough position
The work behind the scenes, that was all me
And I got the same number, you can just call me

I been on the road, had struggles of my own
That's why I am here and I share you this song
Don't know what I been thinking
Grateful for what you bringing
I can tell that you been drinking
'Cause you looked at me and winking
Promise I would listen
Share me your opinion
You paint me as a villain
Got me in a tough position
The work behind the scenes, that was all me
And I got the same number, you can just call me