Not Easy Video (MV)

it's been three months since i heard your voice i try to make myself believe that i made the right choice it's been three months since i thought about you i'm fooling myself, i can't live without you i'll lay my head down on my pillow and cry myself to sleep it's not easy being me it's been three months since i felt your skin and all i can do is wait to touch it again it's been three months since i heard you cry when we made love everything seemed all right i'll lay my head down on my pillow and cry myself to sleep it's not easy being, it's not easy being, it's not easy being me i was fine for the moment but for the last three months i've been broken now i can't face my fears i'm running scared it's been three months since i've seen your smile it's been some time since i smiled myself it's been three months since i heard you say i love you i've found that i can't live without hearing you say it i'll lay my head down on my pillow and cry myself to sleep it's not easy being, it's not easy being i was fine for the moment but for the last three months i've been broken now i can't face my fears i'm running scared now i can't face my fears i'm running scared