Alleygside - Two Years Lyrics

I didn't ask for much I only wanted everything from you
But I know you're young and I am too, so you've got a lot to think through
I've never been a first choice, I'm quite used to being last
If I could do it all again, I'd have told you in the past
Lighting off fireworks, could give me butterflies
But nothing could compare to when you look me in the eyes

So please, stop talking
I don't want to hear an excuse
My heart is worn
And I'm so tired of its use

I'm sorry I never made a move back then
And I'm sorry I didn't know that I could feel this way again
I'm sorry if saying this is all a big mistake
And I'm sorry I never really knew how to be fake
I'm sorry that memories of those nights just won't fade
And I'm sorry for all the apologies that I just made

The clock is ticking, time is running, and you have to say goodbye
This night just isn't what we planned, we didn't think that we would cry
I know you couldn't recognize the way you made me feel
After all I know had gone wrong, you gave me hope for something real
And I guess maybe, well that was wrong of me to do
Too much to put on the shoulders of someone I barely knew

So please, stop talking
You don't need an excuse
My heart is worn
And I'm so tired of its use

I'm sorry I never made a move back then
And I'm sorry I didn't know that I could feel this way again
I'm sorry if saying this is all a big mistake
And I'm sorry I never really knew how to be fake
I'm sorry that memories of those nights just won't fade
And I'm sorry for all the apologies that I just made

You care so much, but not for me
Well isn't that just typically
My life's a mess it's 2 am
And I'm thinking about you here again
It's not your fault that you like her
It just makes me so insecure

So please, stop talking
You don't need an excuse
My heart is worn
And I'm so tired of its use

There's tears in my eyes, but I tell you I'm fine
It must be because you're a water sign
So please, just kiss me again
And let's pretend, that none of this ever happened

I'm not sorry that nothing ever happened back then
And I'm not sorry that I can finally have hope again
I'm not sorry, because how I feel just can't be a mistake
And I'm not sorry that I couldn't just try acting fake
I'm not sorry that memories of those nights will never fade
And I'm not sorry for any apology I've made