[ Featuring Will Written ]
The way I'm feeling got me nauseated
Got me thinking bout the games you playing
Every night I lay awake
I'm thinking bout the shit you saying
How the f*ck you leaving me
When this is love I'm demonstrating
Now I'm picking up a bottle
Body feeling heavy
I ain't thinking bout tomorrow
Literally bleeding every cut is filled with sorrow
And I when I see these scars
I really wish that you would come home
Yea you really got me messed up
Or maybe its my fault
Cuz every time I seem to mess up
Yea you showed me all the best of
These days are fading way
I think it's time for me to rest up
I'm sorry you forgive like I'm sorry now
I gotta live my life with somebody
Cuz I don't need that love that last if we've got chances
I'm gone I'm sorry when you leave
I start crying I can get too attached now
I'm dying Yeah I don't need that love
That last if we've got chances, I'm gone
I'm sorry for the way that I been
The was that I was and the shit that you seen
Crying and the yelling
Everything that's in-between
I couldn't change myself
You tried so hard to fix me
But it's too late you're gone
Really gone forever
I'll remember all the good and bad
From when we were together
Please don't hate me for the way I was
I promise I'll do better
Will you love me never
F*ck I didn't even let her
Straight back to my ways
I'm getting high all the time
Feel like I wanna die but I'm hanging on for life
I love my friends and fam
But I'm hating on myself
It's bad for my health
Promise I don't want no help
I'm laying on my back
I'm Sinking in the ground
Thinking how I got here
Did I make somebody proud
I'm sorry for the hurt
I'm sorry for the pain
When I'm in the grave
All your problems go away
Too many chances now it's 10 o'clock
And you want them answers now
I'm not gon' stop so you want more passes but
I ain't gonna love you again and again
You should probably just leave before
I run to you cuz ive been misinterpreting
Been sorta stuttering now
I'm full fading now
I'm here, and I'll still run to you and
I'm not okay I'll say it again
I'm sorry you forgive like I'm sorry now
I gotta live my life with somebody
Cuz I don't need that love that last if we've got chances
I'm gone I'm sorry when you leave
I start crying I can get too attached now
I'm dying Yeah I don't need that love
That last if we've got chances, I'm gone
