Alligned. - Absentee Lyrics

I guess I'm still running away from me
I'm bound in chains, it's a sight to see
The voices talking ecstasy with my neck snapped and hanging free
About to meet my destiny
I'm losing my faith so pleasantly
While watching people burn the streets
That gave them life, it's heavenly
I just want out, now don't you see
This isn't what was meant to be
Acceptance is not what I need
I need to find an exit, please
Burning what is left of me
Trapped in hell or what it seems
I've lost my mind while deep at sea
While filling voids chaotically
Cause I am just an absentee
Running from the sanctity
These flooding thoughts come out of me
And we find ways to disagree
I simply just cannot compete
My mind is buried deep beneath
The walls of lies you said to me
Yet now the pain feels obsolete
Cause I am just an absentee
Running from the sanctity
These flooding thoughts come out of me
And we find ways to disagree
I simply just cannot compete
My mind is buried deep beneath
The walls of lies you said to me
Yet now the pain feels obsolete
I guess that we all can't succeed
But you want control over me
You knocked down until I plead
And then you left me in debris
I'm sinking slowly, woe is me
I guess I cannot be carefree
I cannot see what is to be
Cause I am blind of prophecy
Can I stop, just to breath
I need time just to speak
I'm am I lost with whatchu mean
Cause you have cut the family tree
Close the door, when you leave
I don't want to be discreet
Cause you have killed reality
It's Such a pleasant gift, indeed
Cause I am just an absentee
Running from the sanctity
These flooding thoughts come out of me
And we find ways to disagree
I simply just cannot compete
My mind is buried deep beneath
The walls of lies you said to me
Yet now the pain feels obsolete
Cause I am just an absentee
Running from the sanctity
These flooding thoughts come out of me
And we find ways to disagree
I simply just cannot compete
My mind is buried deep beneath
The walls of lies you said to me
Yet now the pain feels obsolete