Alluring - moving on Lyrics

I talk to my sister and tell her you're perfect for me
I talk to my cousin and tell him you always hurt me
And I don't tell anyone unless I know that you're the one
So why do you think I told the most important people to me
To me
I'm catching your flowers and throwing them down
Out up to the sky and I call me a clown
I waited four years just to say this right now
I don't feel like you care about
Me
About me
I'm catching your flowers and throwing them down
Out up to the sky and I call me a clown
I waited four years just to say this right now
But I don't feel like you care about
And I'll just be waiting cause I can ask for help
I'm worrying crazy and not about me
I wonder what I did and what did I mess up
But leave it to you I am the mess up
I'm catching your flowers and throwing them down
I look to the sky and I call me a clown
I waited four years just to say this right now
But I don't feel like you care about me
About me
About me
About me
About me