The Ren Video (MV)

I'm tired of living in the shade
I wanna get out of the frame
I'm tired of sittin' back
I'm sure that I won't feel the lack
I'm tired of waitin' in line
Wasting my precious time
I'm tired of being so tired
I'm tired of telling lies
I'm tired of who
Tells me what I have to do
I don't wanna be rude
But I don't wanna live by your rules
I hate Sunday, even if it's sunny
I hate you
I hate myself, because i have
To scream so loud, from the crowd
If i want to be heard
I hate who judge and don't even know
That even a loser has something to die for
Guns with no bullets are kept in their pocket
And are always ready to fire
They kill desires that burn like the fire
And make me feel good and alive
Guns with no bullets are kept in their pocket
And are always ready to fire
They kill desires that burn like the fire
And make me feel good and alive
I thank who doesn't believe in me
'Cause sometimes I wanna drop everything
So when i need some encouragement
You are better than medicine
I think of you when I hesitate
I think of you when I'm devastated
Everytime that I feel the pain
And I hope it's not too late
I don't care what they say, I don't care, not today
I'm tired of being ashamed, and I'm on my way
I hate to stop, I don't want to talk
I don't give a f*ck
Maybe I'm just a faker, and all I can do is fail
Maybe I'm just a coward, and the thruth is I am weak
I'm crawling on my knees, I call it like i see it
And I call it fear
So I'm leaving my certanties, but I'm doin'it quietly
And simoultaineusly, I'm feeding my insecurities
I really don't want to be rude
But there's nothing left to do
But hating the world hating you
Guns with no bullets are kept in their pocket
And are always ready to fire
They kill desires that burn like the fire
And make me feel good and alive
Guns with no bullets are kept in their pocket
And are always ready to fire
They kill desires that burn like the fire
And make me feel good and alive