Nearsight
Feels like summer - without vision
Wish that I could swim the distance
I've changed
But sometimes I can't remember
Did I do this for me
So I put it all on you
It's not fair what you went through
So don't put it all on you
Cause lately I've been focusing
On all the wrong things
But I can't get them out of my head
Self-pity 'til I'm dead
Yeah, I cut me up
Never good enough
Pill me so I keep a nine to five job
I question my
My loyalty to myself
Or this soulless company
Gloom feels like rage
In this bitter cage
And I can't help but imagine
This was always gonna happen
Now I see
This isn't who I'm supposed to be
And everything I've sacrificed
In achieving all their dreams
So I put it all on you
It's not fair what you went through
So don't put it all on you
Cause lately I've been focusing
On all the wrong things
But I can't get them out of my head
Self-pity 'til I'm dead
Lately I've been focusing
On all the wrong things
And I can't get them out of my head
Self-pity 'til I'm dead
Lately I've been focusing (It goes on and on and on and on)
Lately I've been focusing (It goes on and on and on and on)