The Aloom Project - In My Veins (feat. Katyaa) Lyrics

I was lost in my perfection
A veil on my eyes prevented me to see the triviality of my actions
And what I basked into

I thought I knew everything, the code to make my own way
But I am back to where I started
At least now, I know nothing

I searched for the stars, I searched for my place among them
I am brand new, a cell in this universe
A bud without roots, a soul without kindness

And then you came
A shadow, an illusion, but I could feel your pain
Your loss, your mystery
To find you, I needed to loose myself
Now I'm as empty as the sky
Oh, the sky
I wish I could fly
Hold me close, and never let go

I feel nothing
A flash of light in front of my eyes and then
I see myself in the nothingness
No more torture for the sake of the world
I've done enough

Have I done enough ?
I spent all my life running from something, to nothing
I guess I wanted to understand the world
When I couldn't understand myself

What is my world now ?
I forget everything that matters to me
There's only you I care about
But how could I care for what's not real ?

Hypnotized in your arms, I feel weak and yet stronger than ever
It's like I hold all the answers I've been searching for
And yet I can't understand them

How could you bear such vastness ?
Is it why your eyes feel so alive ?
Is it why your breath is so warm ?
Is it why your arms hold me when I can't even hold myself ?
Is this the reason you exist ?
For the peace of mind

The projection of my life reminds me of where I failed
But I don't care anymore
Inside my veins comes a new breath
I've reached the high point of my existence
Now I can fall from the cliff I've been hanging onto

Will I find the reason for all of this ?
Not myself, not anyone
Not good or evil
Not the love and life that fades away
Maybe there is no reason
Maybe you are