choking on sunshine and rainbows Video (MV)

But I'm choking on sunshine
Why am I choking on sunshine?
I'm choking on sunshine
I'm choking on sunshine
Smells like broken promises here
I'm stepping outside for the breeze
Feel suffocated when I'm in here
I feel like my whole hearts on freeze
It's getting colder, by the season
I'm getting older, I've been fiending
To be free of your clutches my dear
Cause they hurt they hurt they hurt
To tiptoe around you I'm stepping on nails
I'll blame myself can't blame nobody else
We flew so high that we crashed and we fell
Feathers on flames and they're burning like hell
My soul is frozen over but I'm choking on sunshine
Why, why am I choking on sunshine?
My soul is frozen over but I'm choking on sunshine
Why, why am I choking on sunshine?
You love your sunshine and rainbows
But they can't come till the rain goes
There's something about
Chasing a storm
To make it conform to your love and your warmth
Hmm, yeah, wait, I think I got lost for a minute
Gave you my all never thought 'bout the limit
Say it wasn't enough so you broke up my spirit
Believe me I ain't wanna get back at you
You did what you could I ain't mad at you
We all win and loose some
But you lost it all when you lost me
How're you not religious but cross me
All the sacrifices you cost me
I was bleeding out, now you're choking out
Just to hear you out hella costly
Imma hide my heart in my long sleeve
Not for you again, I won't loose sleep
Either loose or gain imma play the game
I cannot be tamed, I'll take my leave
To tiptoe around you I'm stepping on nails
I'll blame myself can't blame nobody else
We flew so high that we crashed and we fell
Feathers on flames and they're burning like hell
My soul is frozen over but I'm choking on sunshine
Why, why am I choking on sunshine?
My soul is frozen over but I'm choking on sunshine
Why, why am I choking on sunshine?