Alphabyte - Damage Lyrics

Tell me can you see the damage? How my dreams abandoned
Now i'm left single handed like a baseball mitt that's branded

On my face fall bitter tastes of home plates all
Bet you'll say what a great call
Imma take y'all through the ringer then just spray like a paintball

Allegory of the Cave we're portrayed solve any question that you may or you may not
Ever thought of doesn't make you a slave sought
This is how I struggle anytime my brainwaves jot

ADHD my thoughts are runnin rapid in a circle overlappin trippin over verses that I wrote way back when
Whatevers on my mind I need to train not debate God

Felt him in my life it's ashame only time I feel him
When I'm on a psychadelic keep on writin Tynan might develop
I'm a shaman not a psychic my blindside'll swell up
This the year of hindsight my minds eye's repellin

Any version of the negativity I try to grow bigger as person as a man that's on this Earth an far from pampered far from perfect
Far from average far from certain
Far from landin on the surface
Far from havin classics
Far from havin all the perks of rappin
Far from havin verses after legends added
Far from havin shows where all my pictures lastin through the decades and the changes after everything is done I'm dead in the dirt
Buried in my head I really think it's bout to burst

It's kinda seemin like im in a dream where I compete with life I'm never winnin see it beats me I deceit the eye
The Reaper swings at other people why? Cause I'm at even with my demons try
You see I'm the leader there's no evil hiding my cerebral writings
Give me power there's no equal biding in the future I'll achieve what a few provided
In my suit and tie with no excuse to lose its do or die so whose divided?
Tune in to my music truth's supplyin I'm the loose tooth your findin
Bottled up couped confined in thoughts keep loopin you and I can
Can form a bond and fuse it til our pupils, eyelids
Turn to mucus soon ignited take this feelin unify it

Imma loony moody writer I should write a movie bout my life cause you've reminded me
That Through this life there's only few who fight for me
I swear it's true the irony cause I would go through a wall for you just for you to see this side of me

Feels alive it's like a high for me I guess I cry to see
If I'm ready to die and leave I get sick and tired of this life my finale be
Right around the corner I can feel your doubt in me
I can't tell you why but I can tell I'm battling
Mentally been paddling upstream so sad to see must be a bastard who bust beats got passion and plus Pete's a half of the rough me
Sad as f*ck when adjusting never properly loved so drugs seamed
Finally opening ups my trust fee