Alphabyte - Part of Me Lyrics

A part of me is wishin that part of me never visioned
This artistry that i live in is hauntin me and I get in
These moods where I get real livid I know I'm beyond my limit
I try and I struggle this is the part of me that's a menace
But the hardest thing ill say is my grandma I miss her sayins
Truly tryin but the pain is overwhelmin like my cravings

Gainin weight and poverty I'm caught between em honestly
My jobs to lead and probably
You thought of me A lot of people like to see
If I'm the type to ride a beat I chop it slow im hype to be
Alive but I deny the light in me Is brighter than the eye could see
For every breath I breathe The recipe to let me eat
Accept the beatin That I take it gets repeated
When will I break Come and test to see if
You're the one the best to lead em
I invest in freedom

Never taken shit for granted and I'm fightin hands up
Put em up decide your banner
Wave it proud it's time to man up
On this mic I stand up
Like a stamp the ink is runnin dry the path between us
Seperate us but the pact between us
That's a bond a lasting Phoenix
Birthin from the ash we seeded
Every track I rap has meanin
I'm an asthmatic readin
Dialogues of Plato meanin
I got love for wisdom it's that drug im missin
F*ck that other prison pills don't miss em
Manifest my will my mission
Take me to the top of the hill of winnin
What's a realer feelin
Legends says their willin
To give their life it's so fulfillin

You see I body the pen an notice I'm oddly attentive
I'm not a comedy gimmick you make vomit the second
I f*ckin hear you get brought up but you got lucky your daughter
She got a heart of a product from livin with her grandfather

The same man that embraced you took your hand and he raised you
I mean granted I thank you and I don't hand out no thank you's
Less there's actual shit for me to actually thank you

Im callin you this once so listen up hey Dad I'm pickin up
The pieces on the floor you took and ripped em up
Never playin victim I've been lifted up
Friends and family I've been given love
I love my passion I could never give this up
It's therapeutic one day every kid will bump
My music then they'll use it cause they can relate to views that
Are simple reflections of the lives their livin depressive
So father and children of time I hope you get this message