Alphabyte - Run Away Lyrics

I put pressure on myself
If I don't go hard and I don't want help
Don't expect my arm to be there when you're cryin
It's not that I don't care can't you tell that I'm tryin
This is hell and I'm dyin

What's another day lost? Let me kill the pain off
Now I feel my brains washed I get high and take off
I could run away to a place when confined in a space
Close my eyes and then take just another breath
Realize I'm awake take another step couple f*ckin tries but you're late
And the sun will set even five minutes in the tunnel
You'll be funnled in ain't no mumblin f*ck you never come again
I could run it man with no gun in hand "Mr. Up To Trouble" like you understand
Me and depression are becoming friends
Im a clever kid
But I'm feeling clueless than I've ever been matter fact ever since
I could prove with evidence I'm a shootin star better let him in
Every second is critical every interval Is pivitol
I'm the opposite of pitiful
I'm a sinner who wants to make to it to his first interview
I consider truth to be breathing as if living move out my if you continue to
Imma keep on spitting til the booth is split in two

Every limit that you ever thought of imma crush it
Imma true maurador feelin blue just like I flew to Harlem
Got a lot of crews but I only got a few I rock with
Only got a few I talk with only got a couple options
I'm the best one for myself man all of y'all are toxic
I really can't take it much longer I've lost it

F*ck it yes I'm runnin gunnin til I'm in a five start hotel room in London
Smoke a cigarette or two there's a rumor buzzin
I dispute the public there's a stupid puppet there's a reason every human loves it
Lock me in a tomb and shove it off a cliff
What I gotta do? To get approved
I guess I'm too determined from my roots emergin I salute the service
I got homies that are troops and in truth I'm nervous I keep seein loops
Man screw the surface but between me and you the purpose
There's no screen between me and you this verse is
My way of tellin you to stay alive hopin that you get this and you feel the vibe
I know your thinkin that your better off dead
Really feelin bad that I never wrote a letter
Now I'm tryna hold my head up home alone and always fed up
Overgrown I'm torn the set up this an overload I get it
Hoping that you know I meant it every word and every letter

What we got I wanna build on it time can only heal I can feel bondin
It's a thrill I'm just bein real honest Imma lose even if they spin the wheel on us
Imma never stand still watch me kill status as a pill addict every film that is
A depiction of a real habbit and it drills til my spine has chills add it
To the list of the shit that feels that it's out my reach but my skills brought it
And my will shot it hit the target so I put a film on it save it later for a meal
Like a seals on it imma never kneel I'm a free livin independent shield
People wanna steal solace

Luckily my skin is thick I have an interest
In a business where the winners pick
Every decision has a little twist I made it out the riddle is somewhere in the middle an
Kinda like malcom when he fiddled with all them drugs now the candles lit
I can hardly handle this said goodbye but his phantom is
Keepin me alive the advantages on puffin cannabis Is open handedness
I'm makin my own stand this I'm not a married man but I got vows
Now my plan is in buried underneath the sand I'm a candidate
That truly landed in a pile of shit that's newly laminate
I can be rude but ambient

Something that I need maybe turnin over leaves
While accompanied by a couple fiends Everyone is struggling
Grindin and I'm never stopping til I live in luxury
Waitin til the day until I wipe it in your face
I'm a kill it and just shred it don't you feel this f*ckin bass
Every moment that's with livin man I owe it all to faith
Can you see that there's more to me than skin and race

Imma keep on puttin everything that's in my mind
And write it down until my lines are superceeding
It's up to me and you to fight for freedom
You're the solider we believe here at home on the mic I lead em
I'm the type to treat em like If I don't like em beat em
Man my appetite is feedin every sacrifice acheivin
Even in the afterlife competin I don't give a f*ck
If you're black or white I'm seein just a human with the saddest sight
Can't you fantasize? Maybe analyze gettin sick and tired of you and them lies
What you can't abide? I'm a fan of vibes what I can advise is you let it by but don't you let it hide
Then develop over time muster up and then inside
You explode and set in drive runnin over any life
Headed to the river like let me end it all tonight
Pedal to the floor then right close my eyes and shut em tight
Run away into the light but I feel a force alive
Pushin me away to fight even in this corner
I'm cold lonely horrified
25th a certified artist My debut album has arrived
Maybe now but how come I? Am not truly satisfied
Unless I'm in that state of mind guess I'll just stay in this lane of mine