Alpine Loop - Fire Escape Lyrics

I'm losing my mind, they never told me it would hurt this bad and I
Want to go home 'cause I know that nothing good can come from this
Memories of times we spent together, I doubt they'll ever go away
Leaving haunted trails in my mind forever, I'm left to suffer silently
Silently, silently, silently, silently...

And I know
If I hide in my room then it won't show
And I would burn this place down to ash if I could just let go
But there's nowhere to run and it feels like
There's no time left and I can't move on

I'll never know why she ran away, I think she just can't handle that
(She left me standing in the cold, I'll always regret I never told her)
I want her more than anyone ever has or ever will
(I want to see her every day and every night and every way)
You can't compete with imagination, but you're never gonna break free
(Has she ever known how to love or cherish another human being?)
Feels like you're taken off medication, and you're reacting violently.
(Am I the worst, or maybe the first to have reacted violently?)

And I know
If I hide in my room then it won't show
And I would burn this place down to ash if I could just let go
But there's nowhere to run and it feels like
There's no time left and I can't move on

(I know it's dark and you can't see that I'm still suffering silently)
And I can't move on
(And though I try to hide it well, every time you leave I go through hell)
And I can't move on
(I know it's dark and you can't see that I'm still suffering silently)
And I can't move on
(And though I try to hide it well, every time you leave I go through hell)
There's no time left and I can't move on