Essence of blood pours through my need to exist
Cold are these days I wander in my mind; far from my soul
My deeds beyond that of man condemned to the ways of evil
Fear runs through the merciful acts I bring upon my soul
Godless among immortals I will reign
Freedom over beauty's elegant stain
Darkness stuck beneath its cold embrace
In vain I have become the rage within my peace
Mortality I can feel it draining from me
Touch me one last time my blistering sun
Let me die
I crave nothing and I despise all that I am
Death to rebirth now I want to die
Cold in my arms under black sky
Eyes seeing death upon my own hands
Now I'm laughing knowing no fear
Choosing my victims under this black sun
Having no choice just to be corrupted
Blessed by the moon, cursed by the light
Never will my life dine upon redemption
The world is my garden and flowers I cannot touch
For all I have given up is all that I have ever cherished
Forgive my broken soul I know no better than the victims at my feet
Damn me, damn me
For this eternity... Damn me
Death to rebirth now I have died
Cold in my arms under black sky
Eyes have seen death from my own hands
Screaming laughter knowing I am fear
Banished by my own curse that I have grown
Fallen have my children that I have bestowed
Killed all those who've entered my realm
Infidel you the ones who don't believe in my
Come to me I finally await; your will I see
I will dine upon your life; embrace eternity
Come to me I finally await; your will I see
I will dine upon your life; embrace eternity
"In my thirst, I have found nothing worth immortality
My travels across endless time have shown only aching tenderness
Lost to what wickedness drove my heart
I was forced to watch each one of my loves fall away
I can taste each one of their faces upon my white eyes
Laying there, reaching out for a savior
Besieged by my unwillingness to grant them immunity to death's grasping hand
Satin covered my cursed Karma
Believing I could find a peace beyond my own burnt soul
I left them all to fade in memories
Looking hopefully into chaos searching for strength to condone such a choice
Will her blood be upon my hands
Will my death come in the form of her victims
So I shall pass you all my pains and glories
Your quest has now begun"
I've trusted blood and carried pain
I've lived in time as life shall change
All my mercy now lies within your ways
For you are to keep my evil alive always
This is yours until the ends of time
Crucifix upon my neck
Now I want to die
Here just to die
Crucifix upon my neck
Never will I die
For all time
I have been denied my Gods
In the moon's blood, I dine