You don't wanna be alone
Might as well be a ghost
It's like you don't even exist
Whens the last time you spoke?
Your remembering the reasons why you bought the rope
Which fixtures and fittings can handle this weight?
Instead I'm gonna get drunk This time its permanent
I need escape out of this place
It's a f*cking hell hole
And like a spider and it's web
Ill fall asleep and hope to wake up to something to live for
Its
Suicide of the sober mind
My thoughts commited
Suicide of the sober mind
My thoughts commited
Self destruction is all I have
To feel better
Suicide of the sober mind
You're out of fight in your fighting
Brains mush
Bones jelly
How long has it been since?
I don't recall
Is it instant regret?
Is it hating yourself?
There's only one way to find out
So f*ck it all!
I'm gonna get drunk
This time its permanent
Need escape out of this place
It's a f*cking hell hole
And like a spider and it's web
Ill fall asleep and hope to wake up to something to live for
Its
Suicide of the sober mind
My thoughts commited
Suicide of the sober mind
My thoughts commited
Self destruction is all I have
To feel better
Suicide of the sober mind