I'm so mad that you gave up quick
You had it all and you let It all slip
Your dark thoughts took the batten and fled
Left you in the lurch to fixate about death
I'm so sorry that you felt so sad
No tears only endless dread
Some people with a human head
Mistake a human heart for a place to tread
You were never one to speak your mind
Until you were and watched it all backfire
Your only solace came in doses each hour
Vodka warming body like a bear hug
Vodka warming body like a bear hug
I'm no longer sad just incredibly numb
Stood at the Finnish line watching life run
I know there's nothing I could've said or done
But would it've made a difference if they banned all guns?
It's years later and as I reflect
You taught me a lesson that Ill never forget
It's alright to be afraid to admit
That there's thoughts in your head constantly wishing you dead
You would always try to make me laugh
You told me my smile made you alot less sad
It's just a shame that you couldn't laugh back
Vodka warming body like a bear hug
When's the last time you had a bear hug?