Alterak - Sorry Lyrics

Hi, are we friends? Is it okay if I call you that?
I'm sorry, I'm into knowledge and I crashed into you in the hallway
And I'm shy and nerdy so I can't ask you something by talking
So I'ma leave it as a text on your mail
It upsets me, that I fail in every attempt that I make to talk with people
And I found you relatable, so I'm getting eager
And I see that you're popular in the school but I'm not
But screw it, am I asking for too much? Probably not
I'm sorry, I never wanted to ruin your projects
Never wanted you to be ashamed, I was always working for you in the back
And chose someone else to be a facade
I guarantee if you ever get by easily, the hand would be mine to help
Ahh screw it, who am I kidding? I'll always be lonely
Staring at codes or writing the poem or jerking at home
I'll never be famous, I'll probably have only acquaintance
I guess some people ain't lucky enough for the fame and friends

Hi, are we friends? Shouldn't bug you if I call you that
I never thought that I'd get someone who can help me be okay
I'm told that it's a trap, but f*ck 'em, I don't need to listen them
As long as I got your back, but I still need something to get answered
Why you don't respond me when I call you, are you angry?
Over something? Come on, man, we can talk this, out
And I don't care if you're always horny or perverted, guess it's nature
Don't forget that I just changed myself for the sake of being friends
I lost my passion, started listening to crap cuz of you
Spent a whole year just for your vision, and, separated myself from the world
Even from the family, I thought I could handle it
I think I deserve a reason to be stated by you
I can't spend another year hiding out in the cave
I'm sure of it, there's so much problems but please tell me where I'm wrong
I can change, what is there for me to be but wrong?

Hi, faggot! How the f*ck you dared to call me friend?
I ain't owing you shit, now get the f*ck outta here 'fore I'm mad
All my life I was never worthy for you so I got no respect
Only stress, only friends I had was rock and only rap
I was so sure of it that it is gonna be this way
That I'm gonna get all the support when I don't even really care
Now moan like a little bitch, that you were always with me
But never got the time, but I'm just fine, now I'm always grizzly
But I can't bear it. Apology accepted
But I can't figure it out how many times I need to be betrayed in order to be a bitter bitch
So get away now, plan some better shit
Now that I got the fame and pay now, y'all attracted like a f*cking bee
But I've worked my ass off to be in this position
I'd rather kill myself off than see you be a freeloader in my vision
So what, if I was a slow f*ck, or used to stutter so much?
Y'all gonna kiss my ass anyways, being bitter is surely so fun!
Now, y'all gonna compare your measly calls and text to the time
When I spent nearly 6 f*cking years without a friend?
Suck it, motherf*ckers, y'all can't lick my balls even if they're full of sweat
Gravity's centered towards me so much, better check the crack
'Cuz I'm shaking the world now. Y'all trepid and turd
Wow, how the f*ck am I saying this, I used to not curse
Lousy innocent motherf*cker is causing a ruckus
Ain't it just funny? Like a cat who's turning so grumpy and earning?