Alteras - Best Mistake Lyrics

I'm trying hard to be a better man for everyone who is involved with me.
And I can't take it and I can't help that I wanted to be courageous but I'm not yet.

We both know I'm the best mistake you've made.
One of us has to care for me and I don't want to be happy.
I can't sleep, without you I'm wide awake I don't want to be happy. I don't want to be afraid

I am a burden, I'm not what I seem. The weaker I get the more worthless I'll be. You tell me I'm strong but what the f*ck does that mean. Don't tell me to listen, no one listens to me. The shirt on my back's f*cking smothering me, Your lips on my neck and I cannot breathe. The taste of smoke on my tongue is all I had back then, You breathed hope into my lungs and taught me to feel again.

We both know I'm the best mistake you've made.
One of us has to care for me and I don't want to be happy.
I can't sleep, without you I'm wide awake I don't want to be happy. I don't want to be afraid

I wanted to be the courageous person that I know I can be. (I'm afraid that I)
I'm sorry for being ambitious but I didn't want you to leave. (I'm afraid that I)
I wanted to be the courageous person that I know I can be. (I'm afraid that I)
I'm sorry for being ambitious but I didn't want you to leave.
I wanted to be courageous but I'm not yet.

We both know I'm the best mistake you've made.
One of us has to care for me and I don't want to be happy.