Alton Video - May Lyrics

Is it obvious to everyone but you?
Are you oblivious to everything that surrounds you?
I can't change to make you proud
I guess it's time for me to figure that out

I'm sorry for everything I've done
Is it easier to hide myself from everyone?

Never thought I'd find the time of day
To figure out the words I need to say
Time and time again I hold out for change but it never comes
So am I wasting my time?

I'm sorry for everything I've done
Is it easier to hide myself from everyone?

I'm not there, you say I'm fine
What can I do to change your mind?

Is it easier to just forget myself
In the haze of everything that I've felt
Forcing everything I do with a smile
I just want to be alone for a while