Heavy breathing hold me down
I find it hard to recollect my thoughts
Trying hard to keep my cool
About the things I know that I'm not
I've been going over the thoughts in my head
I wonder if the nausea's ever going to end
Drinking until I forget how to feel
About you, about anything anyhow anyway
Try my best to smile back
I can barely even stand in front of you
Fighting back the urge to leave
I'm uncomfortable in everything I do
I've been going over the thoughts in my head
I wonder if the nausea's ever going to end
Drinking until I forget how to feel
About you, about anything anyhow anyway
It's hard when you wake up everyday
Everything sucks, it's all the same
Your job is shit, bills don't get paid
Your head keeps spinning over and over
You thought the world would be more forgiving
Thought the world would be less willing to take and take
You're not okay, You're not okay, You're not okay
F*ck
I've been going over the thoughts in my head
I wonder if the nausea's ever going to end
Drinking until I forget how to feel
About you, about anything anyhow anyway