IM STILL HERE Video (MV)

A splinter of my shadow rests calmly on my dusty bed
To you I'm nothing more than dead
I'm not the one, I look around and I see nothing
Reach through the wall, I try to scream but it won't come out
You're looking for closure, you point to the sky but I'm so much closer
Right over your shoulder, I just wanna hold you, without haunting
I've been on my own for a while I'm somewhere in-between
Got a new birthday to celebrate with friends and family
Blew out the candle and made a wish that i know will never be
I'm somewhere in-between a life and a dream
A dream
A dream
A dream
A dream
A dream, a dream
A dream, a dream
A dream, a dream
I'm still here
I was left as thought, I was left as a memory
I was left as the ashes, in a vase tthe shelf
Guess that's how they gon' remember me
So many tears
It's like I'm stuck in a mirror, I
Only exist when you reflect upon my death
I had plenty good reasons not to take another breathe
If I had the chance I would kill myself again
Just forget, don't be upset
Shut the f*ck up never say my name again
Let me see the light
Let me take flight
Let me get it right
Sorry that I left
But I'm still
I'm still here
I'm still here
I'm still here
I'm still here
You walked into my room and saw my lifeless body hanging by a noose
I saw you scream
I saw you cry
Now it's your turn
Kill yourself
The void is calling my name, I cant keep avoiding it
JUST FUCKING KILL YOURSELF
JUST DO IT ALREADY
I DONT CARE IF IT'S PAINFUL JUST DO IT
I DONT WANT TO BE ALONE ANYMORE
JUST KILL YOURSELF IM BEGGING YOU
I am the grain on the night sky
Ruining its dream of being nothing
Hold my hand, and don't let go
DONT LET GO
I love you