I held onto your letter jar
And wished upon a shooting star
That all my bad dreams disappear from my memory
An empty cup left on the floor
Reminded how we're not anymore
How we used to be before
I kept you waiting, kept on lying
Till the bitter end
Took your love for granted
Now I'll never have it again
Maybe if I loved you the way you did
I'd realise how much you meant to me
Now I'm left alone in this empty sea
Someday when I think of the times we spent
I'd understand how you really cared
I was such a fool
To be letting go of you
I'm stuck inside a vicious cycle
Fell into a downward spiral
Wishing that it hurt you more than it hurt me
Cos all I see is happy faces
The way your gaze is locked onto him
Hope he treats you better
Forever and ever
Maybe if I loved you the way you did
I'd realise how much you meant to me
Now I'm left alone in this empty sea
Someday when I think of the times we spent
I'd understand how you really cared
I was such a fool
To be letting go of you
I kept you waiting, kept on lying
Till the bitter end
Took your love for granted
Now I'll never have it again
Maybe if I loved you the way you did
I'd realise how much you meant to me
Now I'm left alone in this empty sea
Someday when I think of the times we spent
I'd understand after everything
That she's done for me
It's the best I could do for her