ALXNE - Karma Lyrics

You know everything fades away eventually
And sometimes we get broken or we get lost
And I'm sorry

She use to tell me all the stories bout the niggas that abused her
And that day I made a promise I would never do that to her
Deepest secrets kept best when they not in a verse
But I get it off my chest cuz this shit really hurts
She looked me in my eyes and said its all gone be aight
I'm getting an abortion, I know this music shits yo life
F*ck, I couldn't believe it I dropped down and cried
I told her, shit I'm really sorry I just hate being alive
She said one day you gone understand the reasons why
I can never love a man until the day I f*cking die
Cuz with legs opened wide it's easy to hypnotize
But I know the game already you wont get inside my mind
And I know you know the truth I just love the way lie
I hope you write about this shit and put the pain inside your lines
Cuz whenever plans change you just ran away and hide
And a man without a plan is just a pussy in disguise
And shit you right, yeah you right
But I was on tour making bills
And you hit me on the cell for the flight
But I ain't a gold mine, I'm just sacrificing my own time
And she just sabotaging my whole life
Entered the clinic and got paid my own visit by god
The moment I saw the heartbeat, mines had stopped
I left the room speechless, man I was speechless
Tearing out my eyes out I don't wanna see shit
No other choice but to embrace that intensity
Cuz every move that I made I waited for karma to get to me
And I'm thinking to myself, I just killed myself
I done took a f*cking life how am I still my self
I knew it was for better
It's cold up in this weather
But understand I ain't perfect
Even if we ain't together

It's cold outside yeah I love the way you lie to me
Cuz when I come around karma come around
It's cold outside and I love the way you lie to me
Cuz when I come around karma come around

Next week she gone hit me on my cell
Ask me how I'm doing and I'm like I'm doing well
How are you pursuing still I can barely heal
And I see you making moves trying to be the mass appeal
Like, yeah I know that shit really f*cked with me mentally
But I'm working on progressing and living my life more steadily
Til she hit me with some news that I ain't wanna ever read
B, I'm still pregnant and I'm keeping the seed
Damn, I thought I trusted you you said you'd get it over with
She looked me in my eyes and said I am not aborting it
Shit was honestly reckless
But I understood where she was coming from
Cuz it's her body I respect it
But somehow I feel like she got some bad intentions
Trying to make me regret this and show her more attention
It's not that I don't want to father my children
It's just that I don't want no children with no other children
I blame myself too so don't play no victim
Was you really on the pill shit who am I kidding
I can't trust a thing you say you even f*cked my nigga
So is this really all a game I just hope that it isn't
Cuz if it really was a game that means somebody's winning
And I don't wanna be that type of nigga to go give in
And I don't have to fight no more cuz we done moved on
But I just wanna make sure that you ready for a new son
With all the stress you carried last year with your new born
Now you trying to transfer all that energy then use some
And if your other baby daddy doesn't like my new song
Then he can kick rocks or on sight we can deuce up
Cuz I always use to talk shit bout how I hate that guy
Turns out things changed I became that guy, damn
I didn't ask for this shit
I wrote this piece because i hate you but I'm passed that shit
Momma told me never f*ck a broke bitch with no rubber
Cuz that shit will leave you looking like a father and a mother
Shoulda listened and strapped up or f*ck it wait back up
Impregnanted that smart chick in the back of the class yup
Kinda late for fantasies and wishes though
I should probably learn how to cook in kitchens though
Cuz now with a phone full of bad bitches though
Gotta give that life up grateful that I'm living, dope
When its all about a kid it turns into a centerfold
Karma is a bitch and everything is symmetrical
Everything is symmetrical
Karma is a bitch and everything is symmetrical

It's cold outside yeah I love the way you lie to me
Cuz when I come around karma come around
It's cold outside and I love the way you lie to me
Cuz when I come around karma come around
It's cold outside yeah I love the way you lie to me
Cuz when I come around karma come around
It's cold outside and I love the way you lie to me
Cuz when I come around karma come around