Not again, ruining my life again again
Ive been looking for you jus tryna make sure you wouldn't come back but here you are in front of me i'm so afraid I don't wanna be afraid anymore you wont show me your face its been so many years you defeated me I don't wanna phase you I don't wanna hear you so why are you yelling like i care
I don't wanna hear it you don't hear the lyrics you don't see the vision you doubted me since the beginning you didn't want me to come up you wanted me to stay down it didn't matter now it doesn't matter now its time to let you go
I cant be afraid of you no more i'm gonna get you no you cant do it again you cant beat me again i need to win why are you winning i'm feeling such a mess ur getting in my head i don't wanna be this way go away go away i don't need to see your face go away
I don't wanna see your face no more go away anxiety i'm so afraid of you i don't need it i don't wanna feel like this why do you do this oh