I'm feelin by myself as I just step into dis country
My mind is outa wack and ion even got no money
And i'm stuck up in my feelings cuz dey took my lova from me
I know dat I ain't ready but momma said to keep goin
I know dat she was perfect now dey left me hurtin
The withdrawal is gettin crazy like i'm stoppin Perkies
I'm thinkin bout you while dese otha girls be lurkin
And I'll give you all my money if u want a Birkin
By my side and I just swear you was my first love
I was takin l's and I just know you was my first dub
Maybe we can meet up one day and have our first cub
Don't find anotha ion wanna have to make a sub
You put me back togetha even when my heart was broken
When i'm suicidal close my eyes but you would keep them open
I swear I love you i'm sittin here and I feel so lonely
Dey cant relate because I swear to you dat dey know me
You say i'm betta so u made me go and drop the weed
But we broke up and it had really hurt my self esteem
I almost cried but we had only dated for sum weeks
Became dependent cuz I knew you was just what I need
I been her for a week now
And every night I tend to weep now
And all this crying got me weak now
So much that I be losing sleep now
I been here for a week now
I swear to god that I just weep now
Man all this crying got me weak now
So much that I can barely breathe now
Ama
And ima tell da truth on dis mane I won't even cap
When I come back you betta hold me ion want no dap
If you gotta man den ion care because he gone be wraps
If he get mad ima look him in his face and ima laugh
Don't be mad because I'm just expressing how I feel
I know you like it when I come to you and just be real
I'm bein honest bein straight I swear dis ain't no drill
When we broke up it hurt me deep like Will and Unkle Phil
My love was genuine and real you know I ain't no actor
I thought you cheated and I know dat woulda played a factor
I miss your smile and I fell in love wit all your laughter
I had to move and I just feel like I felt it just shatter
Babygirl I tell you now please don't just get me started
Wasn't no face time so we would talk on house party
And you was tough you tried to show me you was cold hearted
But you opened up to me and den I turnt you warm hearted
I been here for a week now
At night I tend to weep now
All this crying got me weak now
I can barely sleep now
I been here for a week now
At night I tend to weep now
All this crying got me weak now
I can barely sleep now
Ima auntie baby I miss my auntie doe