Amanda Paterson - Hold on (feat. Sone) Lyrics

I look around, I'm surrounded
Lost in my mind, mazes I created
Side to side, up and down
Thoughts are spinning all around
All I hear is the sound of speeding cars
But I can't touch the ground
Cause I'm lost in the midst
I'm lost in my mind
I wish you'd come find me
And say it's alright
I'm lost in the rhythm
In the depths of my mind
Just one more moment
Pretend it's alright
Hold on, hold on, hold onto me
Hold on, hold on, hold onto me
Then currents collide
And light up the sky
And link with the heavens
And chaos entwined
The pulse turns to silence
Like it all stopped in time
Just one more moment
Pretend its alright
Hold on, hold on, hold onto me
Hold on, hold on, hold onto me
I wake up, put my shoes on and hit the dirt
They say if you wanna make it, have patience you have to work
I'm working two jobs and sometimes it can drive me berzerk
But at the end of the day, it's all worth it, we're not perfect
I'm hurting for a fix I'm fixing the things
I never had in life but life ain't always what it could seem
I'm sacrificing everything but I ain't gaining a thing
But nothing to me could mean everything to my king
And vice versa
Whats life's purpose
What's my verdict
What's your surface
Is it the same as my surface?
Whats you service?
What's under your curtain?
Do you know how life if working?
Then why burn it, just learn it, ha
Not while they're thinking that I'm grey pouton
I mustered up that I'll be in the back with grape fruits on
That means, sour face, never been an hour late
But lately I've been thinking that my hours are minutes short
It seems that time is of the essence
If you got time then time can be a blessing
But sometimes this time can be a message
But if there's too much time then time can cause infections, yeah
But I never been the type to slack
Never been the type to just lay on my back and relax
Always been the type to get up and do something about it
But never actually had the time to do something about it
It's a constant contradiction I'm thinking in all my lows
I wanna make it but will I make it man Ill never know
I've been thinking of life and the way I've been living is crazy
Cause I'm starting to think that its me that they're fighting
Maybe Im giving it too much
But man Im giving it my all
Or maybe its my mind that stuck up against this wall
These demons are in a battle but my heart is too strong
Im just a pawn in this chess game of life and Im doing it right
I got a wife and two kids and they're eating tonight
Yeah they're sleeping tonight
But that's just the way of life
If you're out there man just let me know
Cause in the atmosphere it has to show
So hold on
Hold on, hold on, hold onto me
Hold on, hold on, hold onto me