Amanda Zhu - You Made Me Lyrics

You've got me thinking for a while that
I've got to stop all of my childish ways
Got to stay alive by living through these days
Haunting, just a thought that creeps inside my head
Resonating as I toss in bed
I'm being lead astray by something that you said
And can you tell me why it always has to feel so bad
And tell me why I need your hand
To know that I am here right now
And I forgot how to hear sound
'Cause you made me, don't you see
How I work, doesn't hurt
And what I am, can't be burned
'Till our trust, fell to dust
Trust me when I say I've stayed awake for weeks
Reminiscing 'bout the way you speak
It's so unique yet my habits are things you're trying to tweak
I understand now that I'm just a fool
In a game you tried to play so cruel, you think you're cool
I drowned in your eyes that I call pools
And can you tell me why it always has to feel so bad
And tell me why I need your hand
To know that I am here right now
And I forgot how to hear sound
'Cause you made me, don't you see
How I work, doesn't hurt
And what I am, can't be burned
'Till our trust, fell to dust
I'm at a point of no return no going back
Make decisions fast, this won't be my last
Thought, consideration, what will rock a nation?
You won't be a thing I will remember
So tell me if you need my hand
But I'm done with all the games you planned
I don't know where I'm going, true
But i know it won't be back to you
'Cause you made me, but I'm free
What you've done, hasn't won
Who I am, I won't be burned
By the trust, we've had that dust