Amarie Winterrs - # anorexic Lyrics

I show people too much love, even when I know I won't get it back
You told me, you promised you'd love me forever, that wasn't forever just keep it a stack
You said you had me for whatever, I turned around and you just stabbed my back
You said that we was forever, that shit hurt, burnt my soul like a match
I fall asleep with my gun cause every night I wanna blow my brain out with a mac
No I ain't talking 'bout fast food, but I'm anorexic could use a big mac
No I ain't talking 'bout fast food but-only thing that not skinny is my pockets, cause my pockets fat
Always finna be fat
My jeans eat better than me, my nigga my jeans always have a rack
My niggas they better than me, all my bitches they look like snacks
My bitches they better than me, I would give 'em up for more gas
I don't want no bitch if she ain't gone die for me
I don't want no bitch if she ain't gone lie for me
I don't want no bitch if she ain't gone fly with me
I don't want no bitch if she ain't gone get high with me
(I don't want no regular bitch, I want her to)
(I don't want no regular bitch, I want her to)
(I don't want no regular bitch, I want her to)
I ruin my relationships by waiting on them to miss me
She smiling in her pictures but I know deep down she miss me
I'm looking at her posts, almost perfect but it's missing me
You said that we was forever, if I'm in a casket would you kiss me
I'm on the verge of suicide, bitch how can you miss me?
I'm on the verge of killing myself, you ain't allowed to miss me
It'd be better if you gave me a push, please go back to dissing me
It'd be better if you gave me a push, I miss the way you kissed me
I miss the way everything used to be
And I miss the way it used to be you and me
I miss the day you told me I'm all you need
I miss the day you told me"why can't you see"
And now I get high, not only off weed
I'm high all the time nigga, I don't dream
I have nightmares when I'm off codeine
I'm on too many drugs nigga I can't sleep