Amateur Lover - Damocles Lyrics

She talk to me like she often does
Her face turned to the other side
My friends say that I've been overdosed with you
But I don't really give a...
Look what I'm feeling now
Could I have taken too much?
I've had enough is enough
I'm tapping out now, LAWD

My heart is melting babe
I'm left with nothing else
And I've been waiting for ya
Like you said I should but now

You got me begging, on my knees like
Damocles
You got me begging, begging on my knees like
You're the one that I spawned from

You're the only one that I'm fond of (no, no)
You're the only one, only one, only one who knows

I don't need a substance
I get high on my own, self induction
But last night when I told you I wasn't feeling myself
You're the reason why I called after I thought of killing myself
Either way It was gonna be me or that lady on broad way
I see her all the time when I'm taking the high way
I gave up any efforts on filling the void
Anyways, that's besides the point
See, in a lazy world, you seem so different
You're always returning my calls in an instant
But now the game f*cked up and you missing
And the only thing left between us the furthest distance
I keep begging for the keys to her sanctum
And every time I do I end up being the victim
But I don't really matter girl as long as you in my system
I just wanna...
(Hmm Strange!)

I don't know what I wanna do
All the shit that you put me through
I just can't get enough of you
And I guess what I'm trynna say
Is that your hold never fades away
Every small bits of you goes a really long way
I break my own heart way too many times
When I exaggerate my place in somebody's life
I try to see the upside to all this shenanigan
That means I have to tolerate Bushido nonsense
Often, I play defense than offense
Got me in the same tomb where Lara Croft is
Cuz loving you is hard working labor
Is it too much to ask that you return the favor?