Amazotheruler - Growing Up Pt2 Lyrics

Born into this hell
Been Praying to see my savior
End my life & end up doing me a Favor
Dreams are now nightmares and
Nightmares reality
Life is nothing but Catastrophe

War acting rapidly
Behind enemy lines
You a Killer or a Casualty
Don't miss, your shots better land in Them baskets
Cause if I get a turn, niggas laying Cold in them caskets
Make their soul disappear, gat be The magic
Since I lost my niggas, ain't been Scared to let one have it
Mind of a mad nigga
Living in the murda turn me to a Bad nigga
Revenge of a hurt & sad nigga
Life a downward slope
F*ck hope, it don't get better just Gotta find a way to cope
Might overdose on the new dope
Antidepressants
Self medicating keep me from the Rope
Squeezing my throat
My eyes roll vessels explode now I'm Ghost
What a nigga really wanted the most
Forgive me for my sins lord knows I Ain't tryna roast
Suicidal baby and my Ill mind only Grows
Dying to live, the troubles of my Mind nobody knows
Signs of no progression shows
Cold world bound to leave me froze
Inner demons of a young teen Exposed
But Even Those
Around me couldn't see my Depression through a microscope
18 & existing lets see how far this Goes