Gotta get up shake it off and get even
Fallin a part right now for any reason
All my friends grown and they changin like seasons
Looks like I made it but looks are deceiving
No one see's
All the time in-between what's left on a screen
And the conversation behind all of the scenes
And I'm tryin my best know it's hard to believe
That I can't
Do this alone
Go through things nobody knows
No
Losing all hope and it shows
Just need a lifeline
Tell me I'm just fine
How did I ever get this far
What's here for right now could be gone any moment
Won't be here for long
Tired of prayin I don't feel hopeless
And is it so wrong
To get carried away go through emotions
Even when it falls a part
I Don't really wanna make it a late night
When anybody calls I be hittin the decline
Drownin in a bottle of some henny to pass time
Self sabotage like I did in my pastlife
Tossin and turnin loosin' some sleep over memories
That play on repeat and then turn to regrets that Consume all me
I can't do this alone
Go through things nobody knows
No
Losing all hope and it shows
Just need a life line
Tell me I'm just fine
How did I ever get this far
What's here for right now could be gone any moment
Won't be here for long
Tired of prayin I don't feel hopeless
And is it so wrong
To get carried away go through emotions
Even when it falls a part