Amber Simone - All of Me Lyrics

I'm not a rapper or anything , it's just sometimes I gotta lot of Shit to say

Chorus

Man the year just started over and it's 2k 1 9

Praying that I get all the demons out my mind

The ones that try to hold me back and hold up my grind

Can't even let my damn self throw me off one more time

Cause I'm my biggest critic and my enemy in one

And when all those decisions get ahead of me I run

Did myself so dirty when I sold myself short

Now I'm way more worthy of the real me, that's the real me I support

Verse 1

I just hate it when all the ppl treat i had my life made up for me,
Fine wine and fine cutlery, was never tough for me, never rough for me,

Luckily I have a great mom and great friends that really f*ck with me

Their loyalty and the promises is the only thing that really stuck with me

When my venecular too prissy So my own ppl would diss me

Constantly shittin on me like Imma personal privy

Swearing that you got this and that Shit so what you got it give me

Lights camera action when it was you that tried to dim me.

2nd verse

I had the best education that my shitty city could offer

Classes were smaller, psych is was broader

But I would ponder why barely saw any girls with my color

Straight brained washed into wishing that my hips could be smaller

Cause anything i came with there was ...never really fostered

Now everyone's lips and hips gettin done now.. for culture

And Maybe I wouldn't have felt such a way or even felt slightly ashamed

If a daddy just showed more love to his daughters

3rd verse

No I wasn't dodging all the hot Metal bullets ridin round in these streets

But momma was dodging bills just to make sure we could eat

Cause my daddy quit that job that brought the income every week,

And stole our trust funds out Just to blow on shit he didn't need

But I, never really cared about the bread dad, only you

You never really has to leave dad but your pride you couldn't move

And I Never changed my number so you stay hittin my line but i barely reply

So I cant afford to get my hopes up this time

Verse 4
And I lost my best friend in the old year like, "wow "

My mother helped name you, but yet we barely speaking now

Over foul shit, just admit that you were wrong,

Cause I could never hurt you how you hurt me all along

Don't wanna blame ya self sis, so you sit there and try blame me,

But those were your own faults sis how the hell you try to reframe me

I hope you see the bigger pic I hope that we can grow

When you ready to loyal hit my line just let me know

3rd verse

And all the ones that chattin me, just at me is all I ask

Cause I don't want no more fake love from the mofos out there wearing masks

Talkin shit but only talkin shit behind an LCD screen glass

I'm just tryna understand why you stay throwing hate on my path

When I'm just here to tell my story, In the best way that I can

I will never need your pity glory if that blade is still in your hand

Just to get me from behind when you think can

As if you hatin and you scared my shit really gone pan.

Chorus

Cause the year just started over and it's 2k 1 9

Praying that I get all the demons out my mind

Ones that try to hold me back and hold up that grind

Can't even let my damn self throw me off one more time

Cause I'm my biggest critic and my enemy in one

And when all those decisions get ahead of me I run

Did myself so dirty when I sold myself short

Now I'm way more worthy of the me that I support

This is all of me

And I cant belief