Ambition - are u still there? Lyrics

Tell me what you see
Tell me are you still there
Are you still there
Tell me what you see
Tell me are you still there
Are you still there

Weight of the world in my lap
I'm pulling back
Ambition gonna exit the chat
Don't got the words
Riding the wave hoping someone is hearing this verse
Clutch in reverse
I'm on a search
Even my best got me feeling my worst
Fight for my life
Break every curse
God put me here cause I put in the work
Know I still look in the mirror and wish I saw clearer
I'm losing my faith cause I drown in my fears
Are you still there
I know you've been hurting
You're just holding on by a prayer
Are you still there
Nothing compares
When you were younger you wasn't so scared
Hope you're prepared
I wish you well
Crazy I wrote this whole verse to myself
PS

Tell me what you see
Tell me are you still there
Are you still there
Tell me what you see
Tell me are you still there
Are you still there
Tell me what you see
Tell me are you still there
Are you still there
Tell me what you see
Tell me are you still there
Are you still there

Momma I know that you're trying
You say you're numb but you're hurting inside
I read the lines
Tears in my eyes
You're giving up and I understand why
I realize you did the best that you could
It doesn't make sense that you ain't living good
Most beautiful human on Earth
You've been my rock
Still you ain't gotten the love you deserve
I wanna give you the world
Let you retire and go see the world
Ride on the train
Hang with your girls
Crown you in sapphire and pearls
Just say the word
We might be all that we got
When we lose hope we gonna take it to God
Who would've thought
Watching 10 years of this weather
We feel the monsoon hoping it will get better
Trust that I'll fight for you
I'll always ride for you
I got my pride
Imma put that aside for you
You gave me life so you know I'll do right by you
Just keep that smile because surely it shines through
(I know)
You just want a place to call your own
Give me time
I'm working
You won't ever have to be alone

Tell me what you see
Tell me are you still there
Are you still there
Tell me what you see
Tell me are you still there
Are you still there
Tell me what you see
Tell me are you still there
Are you still there
Tell me what you see
Tell me are you still there
Are you still there

5150 know you see me in this spiral
I been trapped inside my thoughts
Until I open up my bible
I been searching for your voice cause we ain't spoken in a while
Now I'm shooting in the dark
This is what they call survival
I gotta return to myself cause the rate that I'm going ain't good for my health
Should I rebel
Is it a spell
Sometimes it feels like I'm living in hell
What's even real
How do I tell
Turning their backs when I'm crying for help
Going through life thinking maybe I'll just have do it myself
If I have you than I'll always prevail
You said you won't leave my side
Hebrews 13 are you down for the ride
B****** aside
You know I've tried
I need more life from the one who provides
Give me a sign
The struggle is more than they see
It's a slow burn now I'm coughing debris
God I just hope that you're walking with me
PS
I hope you're still there