Ambvr - Kaleidoscope Lyrics

I miss you in this season
It's bearing humid air
But nights are cold
Never knew that peace
Would be this frozen
Your warmth used to be my home
Now its vacant cuz I want better
But I'm thinking of when I wore Your red sweater
I shouldn't even be missing you
You made me waste time on my tears
And now I'm stepping in the flashing lights
And you're not there to cover up my eyes
Tell me when I went wrong
Tell me was I not strong enough
Why couldn't I be enough?
Where did all the time go
Trapped in a kaleidoscope
I just miss being this close
Miss being this close
Sucks for me when I'm this high
Missing when you were by my side
Wishing that you were by my side
By my side
Now I'm stuck in the mirror
Mirror, mirror
Missing you here
You here, you here
You got me feeling queasy
I try to hate you sometimes
But my bed so cold
Never knew my heart could feel so broken
My pain used to be your porn
I'm sorry that I'm better off free
The love that I gave wasn't fantasy
I'm sorry that the world
Made you this way
I'm sorry you chose to stay the same
I'm sorry that our season changed
I'm sorry that I'm better off free
Where did all the time go
Trapped in a kaleidoscope
I just miss being this close
Miss being this close
Sucks for me when I'm this high
Missing when you were by my side
Wishing that you were by my side
By my side
Now I'm stuck in the mirror
Mirror, mirror
Missing you here
You here, you here
Now I'm stuck in the mirror
Mirror, mirror
Missing you here
You here, you here