Amelia Maxwell - Daddy & Tonya Lyrics

Pick me up proper and tie into my arm
I'm coming up slowly, you're there on the lawn
Look over my shoulder and stare with a blank face
Can't talk it over, I'm taking the loss
You told me to go home, but what is the purpose
Of leaving so early if we're just gonna rot
I'm sorry for last week, I'm never worth it
Except when you want me, you call me a lot
That house around the corner, saw it up in flames
Called you and woke you up, forgetting my last name
Turns out, it wasn't you, he told me settle
Down and lose this number f*cking clown
Blur out the backdrop, I can't tell the difference
Between where you want me and where I end up
I mixed up my Mondays, and skipped coming over
You said just forget it, do I hurt you a lot
I f*cked up my twenties, I promise I'm better
I float between okay and what have I done
Whenever we're talking I try to remember
To call in the morning, but you're so high strung
That house around the corner, saw it up in flames
Called you and woke you up, forgetting my last name
Turns out, it wasn't you, he told me settle
Down and lose this number f*cking clown
You hate me when I'm not around
I'll wait a week and then you'll show up unannounced
I left it all to you, you could just kill me now
Maybe that's the ways it happens
Maybe you're the way I die
I've taken too much in to cut it off at you
I'll leave the light on and you'll hang me high and dry
So come over to visit but don't ask me those questions
I've told you before I never saw her again
You called me on speaker, I heard your friends laughing
Telling me to calm down, are you honest with them
That house around the corner, saw it up in flames
Called you and woke you up, forgetting my last name
Turns out, it wasn't you, he told me settle down
And lose this number f*cking clown
You hate me when I'm not around
I'll wait a week and then you'll show up unannounced
I left it all to you, you could just kill me now