American Secrets - Wasn't Our Season Lyrics

I'm so asleep
This is an only just a dream and I know
I'm not laying on the concrete outside your apartment but I'm
Coming to my senses while you're crying on the pavement
From the words that you just told me and how i hope to god you didn't mean them

But I've been

Running round in circles
I've been losing track of sleep
This was never my intention
But they got the best of me and I'm still
Piecing this together, but i know now why you mean it
I've been running round in circles
Summer just wasn't our season

I'm tripping over words
I'm panicking, overreacting
I know you could do much better
But just my luck i can't accept that
I need a re-evaluation
Maybe an execution of my older self
To let you sleep at night

Am i not strong enough to fall asleep
And wake up from this nightmare when you're still here with me
I am not strong enough to fall asleep
'Cause when i wake up you're not here with me