Amitriptyline - Amitriptyline Pt. 1 Lyrics

Mentally, I died so long ago
Rope on neck, senseless pain
Shattered glass upon the floor
I used to crawl away
From feelings of rejection
Self imposed, a kid who
Can't walk to the store
I guess there's bliss in pain
Some comfort you just cant escape
The fear of something new
Of breaking what's already used
The fear of being abused
I told my mom she's just confused
My friends I have an announcement
I would like to make
I've come to terms
You see the world is cruel and full of pain
There's nothing of worth for me
There's nothing that makes me wanna live
The song is done there is no point
And no resolve maybe I'm just sick
And weak
It hurts to wake up
Its hard to go to sleep
My father said he's got a rope for me
My dear,
This pitch black night I leave this world
To be
Meaningless and ridden of these
Feelings of rejection
Self imposed, a kid who
Can't walk to the store
I guess there's bliss in pain
Some comfort you just cant escape
The fear of something new
Of breaking what's already used
The fear of being abused
I told my mom she's just confused