Sinner Video (MV)

Lord forgive me for my sins
Lord me forgive me for the things that I done did
I done caught up in the mix
Good kid but I'm caught up in the dirt
Voices in my head telling me that I be getting murked
Thinking all the shit that happend was deserved
Thinking all these things these people tell
Me are just words
Throw a f*cking a tantrum cause I be getting mad
Next second I'm apolagizing cause I'm feeling bad
Man this shit just makes me sad
Looking in the mirror see the monsters thats been hiding in my bed
Goddamn I hate myself
I see a demon see an angel
Still dont know who I am
I'm feeling like I'm trapped between a paradise and hell
Roll a pair of dice with some luck
I hope that I'll be that ending up
In a better place
Cause these days I feel like I be digging up my own grave
Wave myself goodbye from heaven
See myself burn in the flames
So many talks with a therapist
They didn't help shit
It only made me act more rebellious
I only got more angry and got less f*cking friendly
Started digging in the music
Then I found what I loved
Started spitting all my own shit
Now I know what I want
Bitch get off off me
These thoughts are eating me
They're still here
And I dont know how to make em dissapear
But f*ck that
I grab myself together and I bust back
Been walking through shitty weather on these rough tracks
Lost so many trust man I want my f*cking trust back
I gave em all that I could till I had no f*cking trust left
I will get my damn revenge with my succes
I've felt all this f*cking hate and I'm not even getting upset
Aye aye aye
Lord forgive me for my sins
Lord forgive me for the things that I done did
I done caught up in the mix
Good kid but I'm caught up in the dirt
Voices telling me that I be getting murked
Thinking all the shit that happened was deserved
Thinking all these things that people tell me are just words
Throw a f*cking tantrum cause I be getting mad
Next second I'm apolagizing cause I'm feeling bad
Lord forgive me for my sins
I've been on this for a minute
Trynna search for all my wisdom
Cause I think my brain is finished
Feeling like my head's just fried
I done did it
Oh oh
Lord save me over my soul
I'm lost and I dont know where I can go
Where's my path to the lightness
Feeling like it just got ripped out my world now I'm dieying
Ask myself why am I lieying
To myself and to my fam that I be fine then
Tell em that my brain's gone
And I'll never get back
Nobody really knows
What is wrong with my head
I think theres something wrong
I see monsters in my bed
Am I really gone now tell me
Yeah
Lord forgive me for my sins
Lord forgive me for the things that I done did
I done caught up in the mix
Good kid but I'm caught up in the dirt
Voices telling me that I be getting murked
Thinking all the shit that happened was deserved
Thinking all these things that people tell me are just words
Throw a f*cking tantrum cause I be getting mad
Next second I'm apolagizing cause I'm feeling bad
Lord forgive me for my sins