Amy Allen - kind sadness Lyrics

And Im there at the end of the rope
Trying to hold on
Tooth and nail
Just when I think im in control
Fate rolls her eyes and yawns

And its nothing u did
Or didn't do
We both know what the emotion is
The one that pulls at ur gut
Ur Scared to death to f*ck it up
Still the words never left ur lips
Ya im shit at talking feelings
But even I admit

Its a kind sadness
Its a kind sadness
When nothing bad happens
But it all still falls thru
Isn't quite tragic
But isn't rainbows and laughing
Its a kind sadness
To know and to lose u

The hurt is soft and steady like u
Never cruel like the others
And I'd know u hate what I said,
But it still rings true,
Just happy to be a girl u loved
If not ur future children's mother

Call it a melancholy blessing, its just
Gently depressing
Kinda preciously upsetting
The way life keeps u second guessing its a

Kind sadness
Its a kind sadness
When nothing bad happens
But it all still falls thru
Isn't quite tragic
But isn't rainbows and laughing
Its a kind sadness
To know and to lose u"