Amy Powers - Halloween Lyrics

I don't like myself and I don't like my health
I don't like this feeling like I'm all alone with no wealth
I don't like to dwell but I treat myself like hell
I don't wanna tell you that I'm not okay by myself
And I wish I thought I was special and I wish this wasn't all mental
And I wish these thoughts would leave my head but instead I'll take them to my bed
I don't want this life but I know that's just a lie
There's just some times I feel like I'm just a smidge less than fine
I'm grateful for my family and I'm thankful for those there for me
I just don't like these scary things, well maybe just on Halloween
And I know I'll be good on my own and I know that you'll pick up your phone
And I know it's okay if I cry and I know I'll wake up and be fine
But not tonight