Once again I'm here all alone
Confidence drowns in tears
Fake a smile to keep yours glistening
Cause mine gave me up on me again
Did you get very far did you listen?
Did you follow your dreams?
Hypocrite to my own words I know
Turn around run away and scream
Oh well as if skin and bones weren't thin enough
The words that cut right through are not that tough
Standing on the edge I should rebel
But instead I'll wish you farewell
Cause I can't break free
It's okay I'll be fine please don't cry
And please don't hate me
Maybe I lost my mind cause I tried
So will you miss me?
I'm alright don't be scared I'll be there
But please don't save me
Cause I know, I'm not strong, I was gone, all along
This is punishment for believing
In your hopes and your dreams
I'm just trying to be my own best friend
The one that I really need
Every day's a battle that I always seem to lose
Never get to smile they say you don't get to choose
Driving down the highway take the express lane
Crash the car so you can try to numb the pain
Oh well as if skin and bones weren't thin enough
The words that cut right through are not that tough
Deep inside I wish I rebelled
But instead I'll wish you farewell
Cause I can't break free
It's okay I'll be fine please don't cry
And please don't hate me
Maybe I lost my mind cause I tried
So will you miss me?
I'm alright don't be scared I'll be there
But please don't save me
Cause I know I'm not strong I was gone, all along