I can't think I'm falling
I can't feel my heartbeat
I reach out in despair
People that should have cared
My vision's turning gray
'Cause I won't see the day
All alone in my room
I won't be going out soon
And I
Will never see the end of it
So tonight
I might as well enjoy this last eclipse
It never felt this bad before
'Cause I tried to catch the silver stars
So tonight
Let me feel alive
Too much going through my mind again
Maybe this is it this is the end
One last time making scars together
Maybe this time I'll stay 18 forever
18 forever
Maybe this time I'll stay 18 forever
I'm drowning in my thoughts
Feeling like I am lost
All I see are rainclouds
Pushing me to the ground
I'm running I'm screaming
I can't see I'm bleeding
Chasing all of my dreams
Sadly they don't exist
And I
Will never see the end of it
So tonight
I might as well enjoy this last eclipse
It never felt this bad before
'Cause I tried to catch the silver stars
So tonight
Let me feel alive
Too much going through my mind again
Maybe this is it this is the end
One last time making scars together
Maybe this time I'll stay 18 forever
18 forever
Maybe this time I'll stay 18 forever