Anahata - I.D. Lyrics

I've lost everything
Trip on my feet before i stand up and fall
They say it only gets harder from here
But I feel like my backs against the wall
Too many pains to take in with no dreams to sleep
I'm weak, but I know defeat
And I'll be damned if I let it reach me

It's not easy to say that I'm struggling everyday
I'm hurt and I'm afraid

Piecing the puzzle together
I'm not sure if it's working out like I'd hope
My hand shakes, I can't take my phone off the dresser
Can things please get better

I'm not always like this
They still say I'm a mess
When everything hurts
Nothing makes sense and I'm defenseless
It's not easy

Until the sun rises
Forfeit my soul to the pits of self-doubt
And I'll stay that way