Anas Turfeh - My Becoming Lyrics

Looking through horizon for myself
Checking all the lights of this hotel
Tryin' to find the one to lead me out
There is something more than this old doubt

Counting all the words that I misspelled
Letting go of reasons so long held
I can see the time taking away
And I don't want to stay like a street stray

Stepping out the window cell
I have drawn a parallel
Finding who I really am
Seeking what I can portray

This is my becoming, out of frame
Now I have to leave you far behind
Knowing I will never feel the same
But I cannot live behind the blinds
Oh, I have to get out of the frame
Knowing you will never see my side
Nothing bad has happened, nothing's changed
That is why I have to catch a ride

Years have passed in only standing still
Next all these walls that kill the thrill
And our touch's turned into a habit
Don't you see the sun, I have to grab it

Stepping out the window cell
I have drawn a parallel
Finding who I really am
Seeking what I can portray

This is my becoming, out of frame
Now I have to leave you far behind
Knowing I will never feel the same
But I cannot live behind the blinds
Oh, I have to get out of the frame
Knowing you will never see my side
Nothing bad has happened, nothing's changed
That is why I have to catch a ride

Take me one last time and let me go
I have to find myself and let you go

Take me one last time and let me go
I have to find myself and let you go

This is my becoming, out of frame
Now I have to leave you far behind
Knowing I will never feel the same
But I cannot live behind the blinds
Oh, I have to get out of the frame
Knowing you will never see my side
Nothing bad has happened, nothing's changed
That is why I have to catch a ride

Nothing bad has happened, nothing's changed
That is why I have to catch a ride