Can't catch a break, and it's all my fault
I've been kicking at rocks, but only ever hitting asphalt
F*cked my life up beyond repair, yet again
Stuck playing pretend with who I used to be
I guess you can't tell, i wear this smile so well
My head's a god damn mess, the furthest thing from optimistic
Self image shatters glass, guilt sinks beneath the surface
Of the bathroom scum I've become, unwoven, pathetically undone
Spit in my face, it's what I deserve
Knock me down, slam my teeth straight into the curb
The concrete slides down my throat, and my blood coats the smoke
I exhale with contempt to make sure you know
That my heart beats slow, and I've grown so cold
I can't take this anymore, so just throw me to the wolves
My fist shatters glass, guilt sinks beneath the surface
Of this bathroom scum I've become, unwoven, pathetically f*cking numb
I guess I'll never learn
So paint my jawline all over the curb
Break my brittle, little bones
Show me the meaning of sticks and stones
I guess I'll never learn
So paint my words all over the curb
Break my brittle, little bones
Because I did this on my own
I did this all on my own
Sticks and stones may break my bones
But my words destroyed a home