Anchoria - Letters Lyrics

This ships off course
Sailing off
Bound for the place I've come to love
This ships off course
Holding on
Bound to drown, I've lost my touch
This is a dream, this isn't life
Why do my demons keep me up at night?
Bottled deep
Burn my hope
I know you won't, I know you won't
I can't hide
The creature of the night
I can't die
I've died a thousand times
This is a dream, this isn't life
Why do my demons keep me up at night?
Bottled deep
Burn my hope
I know you won't, I know you won't
So you say that I'm not strong enough
I had to change for myself and everyone
Now the mast is set to bring me back home
I've failed again, and now the gates closed
So tell me why you had to go
It takes a single stone to change the ship's course
One single moment to show you your worth
I can no longer feel anything at all
It takes a toll to fight a war with all these battle scars
How could I have lost my faith when I have come this far?
To let these demons f*cking rip me apart
Mother, father, I'm sorry
I'm not the same boy you used to read bedtime stories
I'm a fool who could never see in front of him
Always looking ahead, regretting everything
My anger's got the best of me, but it's not the best of me
How could I have forgotten?
I'm a human, and I'm so sorry
I've fallen